tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44840668648369262412024-03-21T20:34:45.148-04:00this funny, running mindFunny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-34251368769713265432016-02-07T19:44:00.001-05:002016-02-07T19:44:46.934-05:00Hiking and Taylor Swift don't mixMy husband and I went to St. Lucia at the beginning of December for our honeymoon. FINALLY, after being married for almost 6 months, we got to live it up and relax to the max. The highlight of our trip was hiking up Le Gros Piton, one of St. Lucia's famous peaks. We were mostly terrified about this hike because everything we read warned that it was very strenuous and not to hike if you had heart problems, asthma, a hangnail, abandonment issues, etc.<br />
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However, hiking that mountain was the only "activity" we had planned, besides sleeping in, sleeping on the beach, drinking on the beach, and drinking in bed. So we paid our deposit, packed up our water bottles and headed for the hike.<br />
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The hike was beautiful but VERY challenging. We were sweating, it was humid, and our guide was scaling that mountain like he does it twice a day. BECAUSE SOMETIMES HE CLIMBS 2,000 FT ABOVE SEA LEVEL TWICE IN ONE DAY. <br />
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After two and a half hours of uphill climbing and crawling, we made it to the top. As I'm taking in the beautiful scenery and a sense of accomplishment, I hear a familiar sound. Am I hallucinating? Am I not a mountain, but actually dancing in my seat to Taylor Swift while driving along the PA turnpike? No, I am definitely on the top of a beautiful, serene mountain and another hiker is blasting "Love Story" from her phone.<br />
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To be clear, I love Taylor Swift as much as the next happily married 31-year old woman (What? Not her demographic?), but even I have my limits. And my limit is when I am actively trying to enjoy nature, I do not need to listen to Tay-Tay to escape. I have already escaped. I am in a foreign country, surrounded by people I don't know, seeing sights I've not seen before. Mission accomplished.<br />
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OK, I thought, no big deal. This chick and her boyfriend will start hiking before us and then hopefully we will be far enough behind that I won't be able to hear these catchy tunes and instead I will again be lost in the sound of the wind and rustling of leaves. Unfortunately, we could hear the songs (from just about every TS album) until we reached the summit (another two hours).<br />
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I guess God was punishing me for making my husband listen to Taylor Swift
on the long rides to Ohio. Lesson learned!<br />
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Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-36227303374324565502015-04-03T11:52:00.001-04:002015-04-03T11:52:35.350-04:00Rejection, failure, etc. etc. and so forth<p dir="ltr">Every other day, week, month I receive another rejection. Another endeavor destroyed. How do you keep trying? How do you accept rejection with a smile and open arms and day "I love you, Rejection, because I will learn from you"? </p>
<p dir="ltr">I am someone who takes failure personally, who expects more of myself, who is never satisfied with progress. Only satisfied with definitive results. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I won't give up just yet, though. Hopefully I grow some thicker skin in the process. </p>
Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-49620937168794268882015-02-05T23:15:00.002-05:002015-02-05T23:22:39.455-05:00Waking Up Early for the OversleeperSorry for the lack of posts. I was in California last week to visit my future in-laws and my fiance has been recovering from a cold. We definitely got to relax while in California, but I still feel like I am running on fumes. I'm hoping it's just an extended bout of jet lag and I'll be back on track soon.<br />
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One of my favorite parts about visiting the west coast is waking up early. Because California is three hours behind DC, I easily wake up at or before 6 AM, which is nearly impossible for me otherwise. Since I usually telework when I'm there, I start working at 6:30 or 7 AM and finish work by 3:45 or 4 PM.<br />
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Waking up early is... whatever. For me sleeping longer is always ideal. BUT finishing work by 4 PM? That is the dream.<br />
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I've been trying to keep up with my early-rising habits now that I'm in DC, but what can I say? I'm a work in progress. <b>If you are a night owl trying to become an early bird like me, these have worked for me and might work for you:</b><br />
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<li><b>Get an insane alarm clock</b> - I bought this <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Clocky-Alarm-Clock-Wheels-Black/dp/B004MSMUGI/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1423194096&sr=8-1&keywords=alarm+clock+rolling" target="_blank">Clocky Alarm Clock on Wheels</a> a few years ago and it is the only way you will wake me up. It sounds like fire and police sirens are going off and an alien landed his ship in your room. I can't tell you how many times I thought someone was breaking into my room because of this alarm. It may not be the most relaxing way to wake up, but you will be awake, I promise. </li>
<li><b>Solve some puzzles immediately - </b>When I don't want to feel my heart jumping out of my chest, I use the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.kog.alarmclock&hl=en" target="_blank">I Can't Wake Up</a> app. The alarm won't stop ringing until you solve the assigned puzzles. You can choose what kinds of puzzle you want to do: memory game, math problems, re-write random letters, etc. You can also choose to scan the barcode of an item (maybe a gallon of milk in the fridge), but I never do this because what if you ran out of milk!? This app is great because I can't mindlessly hit snooze over and over again. I will say though that I have gotten so good at doing the puzzles that I can do them while half awake and then I just go back to sleep again. </li>
<li><b>Let your needy dog sleep in your bed</b> - There's no snooze button on your dog, unfortunately. The minute my alarm goes off, my dog Lorraine knows that breakfast is just around the corner and I need to get out of bed so she can eat it. She licks my face nonstop and lies on top of me until the only way I will breathe again is if I get out of bed. I let her sleep in the bed when I absolutely have to wake up early, but I never sleep well with her in it. I imagine this strategy works the same if you have children.</li>
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So there you have it!<b> How do you trick yourself into waking up early?</b>Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-80275246521042229832015-01-16T10:28:00.001-05:002015-01-16T10:29:02.960-05:00Hello again… and 2015 Goals<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns="">Uh oh… it's been way too long since I've posted. I have lots of reasons, but really, only one or two are acceptable:</span><br />
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<li><span xmlns="">I stopped running for over a month after developing posterior tibial tendonitis and the beginnings of plantar fasciitis;</span></li>
<li><span xmlns="">I auditioned for an improv team and was not accepted - cue disappointment and self-doubt;</span></li>
<li><span xmlns="">I became an aunt;</span></li>
<li><span xmlns="">I moved in with my boyfriend;</span></li>
<li><span xmlns="">And I got engaged!</span></li>
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<span xmlns="">As you can imagine, from July and onward, life has been pretty hectic. 2014 was a big year for me and 2015 promises to be at least as big. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I came up with a few goals for 2015 which will hopefully keep me from losing myself in wedding planning. Here they are:</span><br />
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<li><span xmlns=""><b>Complete one knit or crocheted project each month</b>: I have recently rediscovered my love of knitting and crocheting and I don't want to lose it again. Knitting is not definitely like riding a bike – after 2 years of no knitting, I completely forgot how to make the simplest of stitches and had to relearn nearly everything. But it is so calming and so gratifying to create something with your hands.<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<li><span xmlns=""><b>Run a marathon: </b>I really wanted to do this in 2014, but ankle injuries kept me from running at all during July and August. After some PT, I am ready to tackle this goal, although I am honestly very nervous about hurting myself again. More on this when I decide on which races to run (so far I'm thinking the Zooma Annapolis Half Marathon and the Marine Corps Marathon).</span></li>
<li><span xmlns=""><b>Have zero goals for improv:</b> I'm at a point with improv where I just want to have fun and not stress about it. I'll still try to push myself and play with new people, but that is it. I've got too many other things to stress about!</span></li>
<li><span xmlns=""><b>Blog at least three times a week</b>: Clearly I let this blog go and I am committed to never letting that happen again. Be prepared for some pretty crappy posts because I am blogging no matter how little I have to say! And… uhh… I'll start this goal next week…</span></li>
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<span xmlns="">I think these goals are pretty doable! How about you – <i>any 2015 goals?</i></span>Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-2104283568578671892014-07-10T08:02:00.002-04:002014-07-10T08:02:56.148-04:00Weekly Improv Challenge: Listening<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns=""><a href="http://funnyrunningmind.blogspot.com/2014/04/my-improv-weekly-challenge-new.html">As I mentioned early in the life of this blog</a>, I try to give myself goals for each improv class. I keep it simple – initiate at least 3 scenes, for example. Setting goals helps me to be mentally prepared before class and gives me a framework to think about my performance after.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">My goal for this class was to <b>listen </b>to my scene partner(s). In improv this means basically the same thing as it does in life – focus on what the person in front of you is saying and don't get lost in your own thoughts, planning what you're going to say next. Have you had a conversation with someone you <i>know</i> isn't really listening? They're thinking about how they can one-up you, or say the most comforting thing, or provide the best advice. They end up missing your point because they're so caught up in their contribution. Inside and outside of improv, there is always room for improvement when it comes to listening to each other.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Monday's improv class was so much fun. In the previous class we had focused on finding the <a href="http://improvencyclopedia.org/glossary/Finding_the_Game.html">game of the scene</a> – which basically means finding what's funny or strange in a scene and using it to find even funnier or strange ideas. In this class we further focused on finding the game and practiced more scene work. We did a short form game where we interviewed an audience member (in this case, a fellow classmate) about a day in their life, starting from when they first wake up. We did these in 3 groups and each run was amazing. Personally I felt it was easier to do these scenes because I knew what scene came next and I knew details about each character.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">But back to listening! My focus on listening made it easier to get out of my head. I wasn't trying to direct the scene where I thought it should go, which lately I think I might be doing. I listened and reacted to my partner's suggestions. For example, in one scene we had an angry, elitist teacher and three students. As one of the students, I wasn't sure what to do or if I should do anything. The teacher was ranting about how students don't appreciate history and we are all cheats and so on. I decided to raise my hand and ask if the info from these rants would be on the final. He said, yes, everything he was saying was important. I stuck with my decision to make this a game and raised my hand two more times as his rants became more ridiculous. I think listening helped me to get the rhythm of the scene and I was able to repeat minor details of his rant when asking if they would be on the final. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">All in all, I feel pretty great about improv these days. I'm getting better, feeling more relaxed, and finally having fun. No more stressing out. </span><br />
Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-49517439452394274662014-07-07T08:30:00.000-04:002014-07-07T08:30:14.396-04:00To Run or Not to Run<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns="">Lately my running has been less than stellar. Since the Cleveland half, I honestly have had few pain-free runs, particularly in my right foot. Sometimes my arches hurt. Sometime it's my ankle. Lately it's my Achilles (but only during the last mile or cool down).</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I've been taking it easy, so I hoped it would get better. My runs have been no more than 3 miles since the half and I rarely have been running two days in a row. But the problem isn't going away. This past Thursday my foot hurt so much from my Wednesday run that I bought a new pair of shoes. The Nike Frees I bought in April have always felt so tight that I don't even tighten the shoelaces. I just tie the laces as loosely as possible while still keeping the shoes on my feet. I was convinced they were the culprit. So on Thursday I bought the Saucony Kinvara 5. I love them so much. I've run in them twice and they are my new best friends, <i>except </i>at the end of a run when my Achilles starts acting the fool.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Why? Why do I feel great until the very end of a run? Am I tensing up without realizing it and screwing up my gait? Is 2.5 miles simply the breaking point for my right foot?</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I'm very frustrated but also somewhat calm because at this point in my running life I know I can overcome an injury if I'm patient. I have had issues with my IT band, quad, groin, and so on, and they've always gone away when I address them. It still sucks though.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">It especially sucks now because I wanted to run the Richmond Marathon in November. I decided after the Cleveland half that I was ready for the big leagues, but now I'm too scared to commit. When you sign up for your first marathon, you should at least be able to run 3 miles without feeling like your foot is stabbing itself. I mean, am I being too cautious?</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I've decided I'll give it another week of rest. I'll do yoga which will hopefully strengthen and stretch my calves and I'll dabble in the elliptical if it doesn't hurt. If by next Monday my foot is still crying like a baby, I won't sign up for any races. I may even reluctantly see a doctor. </span><br />
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<span xmlns=""><b>Have you ever had issues with pain in the arches and/or Achilles? What worked for you?</b> I need all the advice I can get!</span><br />
Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-17887631093580773662014-06-24T08:42:00.000-04:002014-06-24T08:42:17.931-04:00Let’s Have Fun Again<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns="">These past few days have been a blur.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I went out of town to see family; had an audition; dealt with disappointment; second-guessed myself; took care of myself; prematurely celebrated the end of a project; and then more family. I'm exhausted and have an even busier week ahead of me (new improv class, book club, and improv practice group), but I feel like I've made it through the busy peak. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I am spending the rest of the summer getting back on track with my health and mindfulness. Going out of town every weekend is exhausting and I tend to discard my healthy routine. I tend to sleep less, eat more, and my apartment is a disaster.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I mentioned that I had an audition. Without going into detail, I will say that it has left me in a weird place about improv. My confidence is dwindling and I'm questioning if I want to continue at all. After the audition, I seriously considered writing a post entitled "This blog is no longer about improv." I am trying to be optimistic, to take things as they come, and not be competitive (even with myself), but at what point do you cut your losses and acknowledge that something is causing more stress than happiness in your life? But is that giving up?</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I really don't know. My plan for the next few weeks at least is to take a step back and try to have fun with improv. No more worrying about what my teachers or classmates or friends think. No more overanalyzing every scene. Additionally, I want to focus on all the things that make me happy: walking my dog, cooking, meditating, exploring new places, and watching really crappy TV (<3 Royal Pains). My life is more than one hobby, right?</span><br />
Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-58133554326093996652014-06-13T08:21:00.003-04:002014-06-13T08:21:54.122-04:00Sick and ComplainingI haven't posted this week for a good reason (I think) -- I have been sick. Ugh. No fun. I only took Monday off work, but still needed to rest the following days too. <br />
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When I get sick, it's rarely a little head cold and I'm perfect the next day. I might be functioning the next day, but because of my allergies and asthma, all the symptoms seem to linger a bit longer. So even though I'm feeling better right now, I am sort of afraid to go for a run today because my chest is a little tight. But of course I haven't run all week. I would like to run.<br />
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I promise to update more later!Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-50879272670414510292014-06-06T19:36:00.001-04:002014-06-06T19:36:12.455-04:00Friday Five: This Summer I Will _______<p dir="ltr"><u>OK</u> I'm going try out this Friday Five linky page fun times that <a href="http://eatprayrundc.com">Eat Pray Run DC</a> is hosting.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Here we go. This summer I will:</p>
<p dir="ltr">1. Become an aunt. My sister is pregnant with her baby and is due at the end of July. I haven't been around babies much so this will all be very new. Exciting!</p>
<p dir="ltr">2. Say goodbye to my 20s. It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. I'm turning 30 this August. I'm surprisingly looking forward to this milestone. I'll have an excuse to stay in more and knit, right?? Isn't that how it goes...?</p>
<p dir="ltr">3. Train for my first marathon. If all goes as planned, I will run a marathon in the fall, which means training starts soon. I haven't figured out the logistics yet or which race even, but I am committed at making this happen.</p>
<p dir="ltr">4. Eating farm share meals. My boyfriend and I got a farm share for the second time this summer. We got rhubarb in our first share so it's already off to a good start.</p>
<p dir="ltr">5. Move in with my boyfriend. Soon we will be sharing more than a CSA box. I'm looking forward seeing his face every day and also taking advantage of his foot rubs. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Have a great weekend!</p>
Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-24429099746837766772014-06-06T09:33:00.001-04:002014-06-06T09:49:33.414-04:00Showcase Summary: Be Nicer to Yourself<span xmlns=''><p>Well, it's over! My class had our showcase on Sunday and it went very well. We just had a lot of fun, got plenty of laughs, and even used some inside jokes.<br /></p><p>Some thoughts on the show:<br /></p><ul><li>I felt the best when I initiated a scene. I only initiated one. I used something said in a monologue in a unique way and it created a fun scene with characters, a setting, and game.<br /></li><li>In that scene I also walked through a "table" - that I created myself. I mimed putting a book on a table and later walked right through it. Doh. No excuse for that. I certainly need to work on that.<br /></li><li>The lesson from class I applied the most was high status vs. low status characters. I played a boss, an employee, and a creepy onlooker and tried to keep mind how those characters would act based on status. I'm not saying I applied it well – I'm just saying it was on my mind.<br /></li><li>I was hesitant to invite my friends to the show and as I was walking to the theater, I knew it was a mistake. I usually invite many friends and coworkers and knowing that members of the audience are on my side gives me more confidence. Lesson learned!<br /></li></ul><p>Truthfully, I've been beating myself up about the show a little bit. I tend to overanalyze every moment after a showcase and this was the worst overanalyzing spree for me. I just want very much to be good at improv, but I won't get better if I doubt myself. I was reading Will Hines' awesome blog today, <a href='http://improvnonsense.tumblr.com'><strong>Improv Nonsense</strong></a>, and his response to <a href='http://improvnonsense.tumblr.com/post/83931999637/lately-ive-been-yessing-but-not-anding-and-its'>this question</a> resonated with me:<br /></p><blockquote><p>"It's that you're judging yourself so harshly, that's what's killing you. You want to be able to know exactly how well you're doing, and there's no way to know, and so you're condemning yourself just for the certainty of the condemnation. Listen to your coach/teacher, even the audience, instead of your worries. You don't know if you're yessing/not anding. If it were that simple you'd do it. You're doubting and fearing. It's very common to do this. <strong>You've got to be nicer to yourself, give yourself the benefit of the doubt and assume that someone will tell you when you're off and that you are good enough that you will notice when someone is telling you. It's all gonna be okay!</strong>"<br /></p></blockquote><p>Such good advice and certainly relevant for me! I gotta give myself some slack and "let it go" as the ever wise Queen Elsa would say.<br /></p><p>So a good show all in all, but next time I will be kinder to myself, especially afterward.</p></span>Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-23483854376304374002014-05-30T13:10:00.001-04:002014-06-03T22:58:36.413-04:00Expect the Best<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns="">I have a tendency to expect the worst. I'm sure I'm not sure alone in this, right? I guess I'm afraid of being disappointed or disappointing others or living in some type of happy, sunny delusion when the reality is sad and stormy and bleak. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I definitely expected the worst going into my last improv class of this term (which was last week). As I mentioned in <a href="http://funnyrunningmind.blogspot.com/2014/05/bad-attitude.html">my previous post</a>, I had been feeling like an improv fraud and a sensitive, whiny fraud to boot. I was not looking forward to this last class and my instructor's promise of individual feedback.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Normally, I love individual feedback – possibly because I love talking about myself. But this time I was tired from the Cleveland half, a long day at work, and my lingering bad attitude from the previous week. (It's exhausting maintaining a bad mood. I would avoid it if I were you). </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I expected the worst feedback. I thought my instructor was going to tell me that I fight too much in scenes, that I'm too shy, or that I do the same character all the time. I prepared for my improv soul to be crushed under the chants of "you're not good enough."</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Instead, his feedback empowered me and maybe it has even renewed my commitment for improv. I don't want to get into the specifics, but it gave me confidence and that's what I needed. He gave me great advice that, like most things in improv, applies to other parts of life. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">After class, I thought about how I worried and stressed I was about receiving negative feedback and how I was completely wrong. I wasted precious time being nervous and preparing to feel dejected for no reason. And I realize now I have been expecting the worst when I enter a scene. I haven't been leading (because I will probably make a fool of myself) and I don't take chances (because my ideas are stupid). What would happen if I expect the best when I enter a scene? If nothing else, I will probably have more fun and be more relaxed. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Our showcase is on Sunday and I am going to apply this lesson when on stage (and, you know, every day since "expecting the best" doesn't apply only to improv, duh). I am going to expect the best, expect that everything will work out perfectly, and I will trust my ideas and my ability to lead. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Wish me luck!</span>Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-64002901847919701452014-05-22T20:51:00.004-04:002014-05-22T20:54:56.588-04:00Race Recap: Rite Aid Cleveland Half (5/18/14)<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns="">I have so much to update since my last post. As it turns out my bad attitude was <i>just</i> a bad attitude and based very little on reality. That's good because that means I can control it. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">As I mentioned last week, I was worried I was unprepared for the Cleveland half marathon. Although I had run a half in March, I took a week or two off from training due to a twisted ankle. Then I was traveling a lot and got slammed at work. Excuses, excuses – I know – but sometimes life gets in the way of a beautiful training schedule and I swear this was one of those times. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Since I couldn't change the past, I decided to prepare for the future. I created an AMAZING playlist (amazing by my standards only) and I printed out a pace bracelet. The playlist was a big deal for me because for the past two years I have had the same boring music on my iPod and it did not pump me up to run at all. I know that most people figured this out a long time ago, but for some reason I am only now discovering what an important motivator music can be. The playlist also gave me something to look forward to – I couldn't wait to run the race for the sole purpose of listening to the perfect blend of Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Eminem, and a few Bollywood songs (like I said, this playlist was amazing by my standards only). The pace bracelet also helped me to feel like I had some control over the outcome of this race that I had so poorly prepared for. It helped me to focus on each mile I was running instead of freaking out about how many I had left.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Aside from the coolest playlist ever and my pace bracelet, the race itself was nice and uneventful. The weather was a perfect 50 degrees and sunny. The crowd, particularly near the finish line, was huge and of course everyone was friendly. I didn't have to wait long for my post-race beer – always a plus.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Most importantly though – I PRed by about a minute! I was honestly very surprised and obviously very happy. It made realize that pacing is key for me and that I <i>can</i> push myself more than I have been.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">That being said, I think I am now ready for a marathon.</span><br />
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<i><span xmlns="">*</span></i><span xmlns=""><i>Note: My running clothes are getting way too colorful. I look like a pre-teen who loves horses, the Disney Channel, and glitter.</i> </span>Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-58932398113503218912014-05-15T08:17:00.001-04:002014-06-03T22:59:00.707-04:00Bad Attitude<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns="">I have a bad attitude this week and I don't know when I'll shake it. I've been feeling like I am lousy at improv and after a bad run yesterday, I don't feel too excited about running either. I know this is in my head and you can't give up when you have a bad day, but like most things, it's easier said than done.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">This week in improv class I felt that I did a good job. I honestly did. During one exercise where my classmates gave me a character with specific attributes (always looking over her shoulder, wringing her hands, hair in a ballerina bun, etc.), I really held onto these attributes and had a lot of fun with this character. I said her motto was "Dance through the Nerves" and I did pirouettes and pliés whenever I was in a stressful situation, like when I suspected someone was following me. It felt easy and natural. </span><br />
<span xmlns="">But after that I started doubting myself and I shut down. I don't really know why. My heart just wasn't in the rest of the scenes. I would've been fine to leave class right then because I decided I wasn't good at improv. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I recognize that this is a problem – I am my harshest critic and I want to quit when I'm not perfect. I need to understand that I'll make mistakes, move forward and focus on my growth.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">The following day I planned to do a 10-mile run. It was my last chance for a long run before a race this weekend. And it was a bad run, leaving me discouraged. Granted, it was hot outside (upper 80s), but it was difficult and my feet hurt and in the end I only did 7 miles. During the run I kept thinking, "Why am I doing this? Running isn't fun." Again, bad attitude. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I don't really have a positive end to this story or some great revelation. Maybe this week is important for me to learn not to give up even when you have a bad day. Push through the bad attitude. Or maybe there is something going in my zodiac chart! I'm going to check!</span>Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-27024316040728039012014-05-07T07:51:00.001-04:002014-05-07T07:54:22.343-04:00Habits on Vacation<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns="">Last week my boyfriend and I went to northern California for a wedding. I was swamped with work the whole week leading up to the trip and I knew I would be the week after, so I made a point to prioritize running and meditation. I have to be honest: usually I completely abandon all healthy living on vacations. I like to overeat, oversleep, and veg out as much as possible. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">But, surprise, surprise! Sticking with my habits actually enhanced my relaxation and made me feel less stressed going into the new work week. Also, running on vacation is awesome in general because you see parts of your destination you may not otherwise. On my 8 mile run the day of the wedding, I ran to a park where I had a nice bike trail system by the river and through some small meadows. Plus I ran past a herd of sheep, which thrilled me beyond belief (I'm a knitter, so sheep and alpacas are basically my dream pets). </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">After my run, I had plenty of time to get ready for the wedding. It was a very beautiful wedding and the fact that the couple is one I really admire made it all the more enjoyable. An added plus of running before a wedding: I didn't feel the slightest bit of guilt about overindulging on champagne and cake.</span><br />
<span xmlns="">I was able to make meditation a priority also, although I didn't do it every day (I cringed from shame as I wrote that). But! After going through security for our return flight, we found that SFO has a yoga/meditation room, so my boyfriend and I popped in to meditate for 10 minutes. Why doesn't every airport have this? I thought it would be difficult to meditate with the background noises of body scans, conveyor belts, and last calls for passengers, but all the activity was somehow soothing. Maybe I was just really exhausted from the weekend and needed a still moment. Regardless, it worked for me. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">In the future, I will definitely continue to prioritize my healthy habits even on vacation. Hopefully this will help avoiding the need to "reset" or decompress after a trip.</span><br />
Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-20011252541227799492014-05-01T07:20:00.001-04:002014-05-01T07:20:44.751-04:00Making Time for Me<span xmlns=''><p>As you can see from my <a href='http://funnyrunningmind.blogspot.com/2014/04/why-do-i-want-to-blog-anyways.html'>Why I Blog</a> post, lately there are three things that keep me from losing my mind: improv class, running, and meditation. I need a daily dose of at least one of these or I would rip off my head and punt it into the aether.<br /></p><p>Unfortunately for me and my nearest and dearest, I'm swamped much more than normal at work and have put these on the back burner – even my 10 minute meditation habit, which is stupid because I know I can spare 10 minutes and it would make me more productive. I skipped improv class last night, I didn't have time for a run in the afternoon, and I decided Benadryl would cancel out the need for meditation (it didn't, but I feel better allergy-wise, so I'll chalk it up to a tie).<br /></p><p>Today though I am determined to turn this story around. I will meditate, even if it's for 5 minutes. I will go to yoga and tomorrow I will run the miles I wanted to run today. And I will cook instead of eating frozen dinners. I like working hard but it's necessary to make time for self-maintenance also.</p></span>Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4484066864836926241.post-60734384216432151452014-04-20T13:03:00.001-04:002014-04-20T13:15:47.216-04:00My Improv Weekly Challenge: New Characters<span xmlns=""></span><br />
<span xmlns="">I've decided that each week I will give myself a challenge for improv class – something that is hard for me and will help me become a better improviser. </span><br />
<span xmlns="">This week I challenged myself to:</span><br />
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<li><span xmlns="">Initiate at least 3 scenes</span></li>
<li><span xmlns="">Create one new character (with a different voice!)</span></li>
<li><span xmlns="">Add a physical component to a scene.</span></li>
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<span xmlns="">Basically these challenges stemmed from feedback I got from my last improv teacher. He was totally right – I'm afraid to make bold moves, including initiating scenes and adding depth to characters.</span><br />
<span xmlns="">So, how did I do?</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;" xmlns="">1. Initiate at least 3 scenes</span></h2>
<span xmlns="">I get a pass on this one because we did not work on scenes this week. This class was about high and low status of characters (Are you the powerful boss or lowly, company pawn?), so we did exercises focused on establishing who was high/low status and how did their behavior show their status.</span><br />
<span xmlns="">A big pat on my shoulder though for volunteering to do some of the exercises rather than quietly stare at my shoes until I am called. Man, I can be pathetic, but I think I was less pathetic during this class!</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">During this class I realized I tend to do characters who are "low status" – maybe they are just people pleasers, but they don't seem to be calling the shots usually. We did two person scenes at the end of class and the suggested location was "prison yard." I really regret not watching "Orange is the New Black" because I have zero concept about what happens in a prison yard or really, what a prison yard is. I decided to bring the "higher status" inmate, who demanded favors or gifts in exchange for protection. I made my voice lower than usual and in general tried to present myself with more confidence. I'm not sure if any of this worked or if lowering my voice counts as a different voice. Honestly, I didn't like this scene very much and wish I had chosen to do something more positive – like an inmate who is so excited about spending time with their best friend inmate in the prison yard. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I did this a few times, so I'm proud of that. In one scene I was in a community garden with my mother and boyfriend and the teacher instructed each of us to act like we are the lowest status of the group. Basically, we acted like a group of uncertain and insecure losers, which was very fun. As for the physical components, we all kept working in the garden as we spoke, which the instructor and classmates said made the scene seem natural. I broke out of my shell a bit about trying to rub ointment on my "boyfriend's" hands because he was getting a rash. (In the real world outside of improv, I am not a touchy-feely person, so it's even harder for me to get "physical" with my classmates since I probably wouldn't touch people in real life either. Geez, improv sure makes you realize all the strange hang-ups you have…) During this scene, I also ran off to cry about how "everything dies!" and rolled myself up in a ball. That got a good laugh and was a bit out of my comfort zone.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Recognize your role, inside and outside of improv. Even low-status individuals can have a big impact on a conversation.</span><br />
<span xmlns="">If you never fail, you won't learn or grow. This is applicable to so many aspects of life. You can play it safe and do what you're always done, which you know will bring you success. Stay in a job you are good at, but bored with. Run 3 miles, 3 times a week, at the same pace and never push yourself beyond that. But what if we took more risks? Applied for that promotion or asked for more challenging work? Signed up for a 5k or 10k or half marathon? Even if you fail, you still earn valuable knowledge by taking the chance.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">Mostly, I want to blog for myself (I know, totally selfish). Within the past year, I have finally gotten a handle on insecurities and anxious feelings and have accomplished many goals that before seemed unattainable. I got the promotion I wanted, beat my goal in my 4<sup>th</sup> half-marathon, and I reconnected with my love of performing and theater. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">So I want and need to record and process what I've learned about saying "no" to insecurity, "yes" to taking chances, and "possibly" to achieving crazy dreams. I want to continue setting new goals for myself and pushing myself to question limits I have set for myself. </span><br />
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<span xmlns="">When I was kid, I had no fear. When I went skiing with my family, I wanted to take on the black diamond slopes and the totally fun moguls, even though they were probably taller than me. I was never afraid to talk to strangers and brag about my accomplishments, such as owning a pound puppy (those toys were the coolest). I truly believed I was capable of anything and everything and did not care what the haterz had to say. (I'm pretty sure we didn't use the term "haterz" in the 90s, but I can't remember if there is an equivalent. I'll watch some <i>Dawson's Creek</i> and get back to you on this one).</span><br />
<span xmlns="">I remember in the third or fourth grade we had to write an "essay" on who we wanted to be when we grew up. I was raised Catholic, attended Catholic schools, and at this age, I thought Catholicism was the coolest, right up there with Pound Puppies. I wrote that I wanted to be a priest when I grew up. My teacher informed that women could not be priests, which even then I knew was total BS and knocked down my love of Catholicism to the level of jelly shoes that give you blisters. So instead I wrote that I wanted to be President of the United States. This answer was deemed acceptable, but then my parents needed to point down that we'd never had a woman President.</span><br />
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<span xmlns="">I'm not sure when if that's when I started settling for less and dismissed my dreams, but it's a memory that has stayed with me. I want the kid version of myself to feel proud of herself as an adult. So it's time to dream big!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;" xmlns="">For you</span></h2>
<span xmlns="">Runners, improv performers/lovers, anyone with a dream they are or have been afraid to achieve.</span><br />
<span xmlns="">If you have similar goals and/or similar challenges, we can connect, geek out together, and offer advice. What's the point of writing if it doesn't bring people together? (even if it's in debate). Improv lovers, theater nerds, runners, and anyone seeking peace – let's be friends!</span>Funny Running Mindhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03483931822107316733noreply@blogger.com0